Children Stuff

#1 by Beautiful Disaster

I got annoyed that this guy was staring at me. I just started talking to him. He started talking to me. I asked if he wanted hang out. I said, "Do you want my cell phone number," he said, "Sure.". Then he told me, " I have a girlfriend, " when he is typing his number in my phone.". I deleted his cell phone because he wanted me too. He kept on coming up to me constantly talking about his girlfriend. He was talking about how she is been there for him the whole time. He was thinking about hanging out with me, but he changed his mind because he has a girlfriend. He kept on bugging me all day. He kept saying I have a deep connection with my girlfriend. He was saying, " I was doing heavy stuff, but she was always there for me.". He kept on talking about her with me. I am not jealous. He really does have a girlfriend. You know he thought about cheating on her with me because he talked to me. He told me he had a girlfriend, so I backed off. I got tired of him staring at me, so I asked him to hang out. We will see what happens tomorrow, but he used to sit by me at lunch too. Good day. Good night.
I am in love with my ex-boyfriend. I dated other guys because I wasn't ready to settle down with him. I wanted to hang out with his friends because I liked them too. His friend was a sweet guy. His other friend was a sweet guy. I just wanted to have fun. I was not getting my ex-boyfriend back. My ex-boyfriend said, "You had fun with my friends to get me back." His friend said, " If you want to get back at your ex-boyfriend then contact us.". I just wanted to have fun. I didn't mean to hurt anybody. I just wanted to have fun. They were never friends. They just did stuff together. My ex-boyfriend hasn't called me this week. I am having fun being single. On Friday, I ate with my grandparents. My grandparents got to visit with their friends. Those guys at work are leaving me alone. I am going to spend time with my family. We are watching a movie, right now. Have a great weekend. Talk to you later. God bless you. Enjoy your day. I got to go, now. See ya.
My ex-boyfriend knows I truly love him. I have tried to run from my ex-boyfriend by meeting other guys because I didn't want to fall in love with him too. I am afraid to fall in love. I am afraid to marry him. I am afraid of having children with him. He does heavy stuff that is why I broke up with him. When he did heavy stuff then I knew I didn't have a future with him. When I first met my ex-boyfriend, he did have stuff together. He accused me having fun with my friend, so I left to be with my friend because I wanted to prove to him that I would do what he told me to do, but he broke up with me first, so that hurt me. I saw him at the library then he came up to me to apologize for what he said to me because he knew I didn't sleep with him the first time around. I told him I was going to hang out with a friend. After I picked him up after hang out with a friend then he started looking at me then he shoved in my face to make me jealous. Every time, I pray about a man then my ex-boyfriend shows up. My ex-boyfriend knows I never cheated on him. My ex-boyfriend knows how much he has hurt me by doing heavy stuff. He admitted he ruined our relationship by doing heavy stuff. I knew he was doing heavy stuff because you can tell in his eyes. I went to the library to go see him that one time. I have stood up by telling his story to a lot of people. He can't fix my problem because I have three months to go. His friend said, "Your ex-boyfriend said that you are trying to find a man better than him, but you can't find a better man than him," but his friend is telling the truth. His friend said, “If you really love her then get her pregnant," I am the one that started it. I will be honest that I did want my ex-boyfriend's child, but I wouldn't push him to be there for the child. Good day to you.